The account turns from a successful device recovery to the deaths of three soldiers in a roadside bombing, including an officer whom the specialist had come to know. Being around people with similar experiences helps, yet photographs of another operator's job once brought back the metallic, cloying smell of blood and explosives. That memory leads into a fatalistic view: training and every available precaution cannot make inherently dangerous work foolproof. The testimony distinguishes doing one's best from believing courage or competence gives complete control over chance.
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Bomb-disposal testimony links loss, sensory memory, and fatalism
After three soldiers die, the specialist describes peer support, a sudden sensory memory, and the limits of even excellent precautions.